it is a goth world: July 2012

Sansuishi

On the bay of the great river flowing on for all eternity,

my thoughts are dedicated to only one person
To value everything equally that is what my beloved teacher taught me
He was both, gentle and strong

While I’m slowly walking through the glen,

the mountains around me color crimson red
I kept the conflicts of the world away from me,

biding awhile in a painting on a sheet of paper

Lured by a sweet scent,

my eyes are suddenly drawn to
A peach flower in fullness of bloom,

untouched by the changing seasons

Unable to find what I am looking for I become aware

that I don’t belong in this place
If only the one I loved was here,

we would become two trees to stand together through all times

Is this flower I see only a dream?

I’m riding the wind, to the peak of the clouds
Looking down on this world,

I realize that my clock is still ticking

Everything in heaven and earth.

After I did what must be done
will they take me in, when I finally achieved my aim ?

The beautiful scenery along the river.

On the bay of the great river flowing on for all eternity,

my thoughts are dedicated to only one person
To value everything equally; that is what my beloved teacher taught me
He was both, gentle and strong

Unable to find what I am looking for I become aware

that I don’t belong in this place
If only the one I loved was here, we would become two trees,

to stand together trough all times

Honoo no Kairou

I convinced you of the priceless value.

The sounds from the drum tower also die away
I wonder if my bewilderment will disappear one day and this heart as well.

A rugged and narrow path, longer than ten thousand miles that is human life.
Every time the green of the hills and fields,

bursting into bloom, burns to nothing, sadness falls until my heart turns into ashes.
There are no walls separating the almost same colored shades of red.
Stained in poison, people are unable to change even now.

I convinced you of the priceless value.

The sounds from the drum tower also die away .
I wonder if my bewilderment will disappear

one day and this heart as well.

The more I think about you, the more it hurts.
I cannot defame my family name,

but I want to live in happiness.

Why was the first battle started?

We bequeath the ravages of war from child to child.
The enemy we should fight vanishes just to be born again.
What is left behind when my soul passes awayto the person I should love?
Obtaining superiority is a two- edged sword that destroys itself.

I convinced you of the priceless value.

The sounds from the drum tower also die away .
I wonder if my bewilderment will disappear one day and this heart as well.

I slip through the burning cloister to catch you in my arms.
With my love, I hurt you. With my love, I took your freedom.
If only we could just talk to each other like in our childhood again.
I want nothing more

Makutsuenshuuki

When will it stop?

Eigi, who’s sneaking in the headquarters of evil, carries two faces now. (1)
They mustn't know about this. Our plan will cleave the land in two.

Catching a glimpse of China’s skyscrapers, I run to complete my mission.
If mannerliness still lives on in this backstreet society

Tonight, the moon shining high above you in the sky shall become your ally.
Your hands will cut
the ghost flowers spreading all over this country. It’s all a big deception.

Dreams were created out of untiring greed. Forcing their hands, he chose his people.
On the other side of this blinding, white steam, the one I loved is crying.

Regret your crimes, but don’t hate the people.
Work hard and endure hardships.
I’ve always loved you.

The time has come to bid farewell to the injustice hidden behind the piers.
The small flame I lit with my hands spreads out to
burn down the depravity.

Dreams were created out of untiring greed. Forcing their hands, he chose his people.
On the other side of this blinding, white steam, the one I loved is crying.
Enchanted, I lose myself in illusions. They can come back to him anytime again.
I can't love feeling love, that's how I decided it for myself.
So that it burns to nothing, the opium den

shall burst into flames.

Huang Di

Like a rising dragon I face the skies
Breaking through the clouds I seize the light of the morning moon

You’re the one and only reason for me to reign the underworld;
the one in this tainted world who doesn’t know about the impurity of my blood

All my life is dedicated to you, everything until my heart
You might be a fool, but I love only you

Like a rising dragon I face the skies
Breaking through the clouds I seize the light of the morning moon

The dragon slowly rises with the spirits of the dead

A man who has lost every last piece of humanity can’t be called a man
There’s certainly no need for mercy anymore;
the black curtain shall be drawn open and expose my crime

Clear your mind and wait, don't let your guard down
Flare up, oh hot blood revived from ancient times !

What goes around, comes around

Like a rising dragon I arise from the bottom of the sea
The jewel I held when I was born is the bequest of Huang Di

Does the rising dragon feel the retribution born in the darkness ?
Still, I shall become one with the dragon Could this be my way in life... ?

Just like a rising dragon

Hai no yuki

Ashen snow falls onto people mercilessly.
When you’ve lost everything, you can ask for its true value.

The town I knew isn’t here anymore.
What can we do for those who have nothing but what they stand up in?

We scramble for wrong impressions when the lights go out.
God is always watching over mankind, he did not abandon us.

Ashen snow falls onto people mercilessly.
When you’ve lost everything, you can ask for its true value.

Those who lost someone are afraid for those who are lost.
I wonder if something more beautiful than their hearts exists somewhere.

Although we will take different ways on the last crossroads,
I held your hand as if I didn’t fear that moment.
Ashen snow falls onto people mercilessly.
When you’ve lost everything, you can ask for its true value.

God bless you

God bless you.
Unable to move, I spend the day just waiting for tomorrow.

Evil consumes mankind. If only I could be with you until my last moment...
Day and night, the gunshot resounds. I can’t take it anymore.
A black flock of birds colors the sky. I can’t see the sun.
If I could have saved you by making a sacrifice...
I was wrong when I thought that was everything.

I have nothing left to lose.
Can’t comprehend life without you.
You Know it more than I Know.
Why did you have to Die for me?

I dreamed of you who was taken away from me

. I don’t want to go back to the past
when I thought I couldn’t change my future at all.
If only I had felt your pain as you kept sinking into the dark hole.
I should have chosen to live through it with you without hesitation.

I have nothing left to lose.
Can’t comprehend life without you.
You Know it more than I Know.
Why did you have to Die for me?

I dreamed of you who was taken away from me.

I don’t want to go back to the past
when I thought I couldn’t change my future at all.
If this is an illusion, what should I tell the real me?
I am searching for the answer.

It will show me the way to a future overlapping my dreams.

Eve no keifu

This shall become the ancestry of mankind

created by the Almighty God.
We were saved by the sacrifice of His Son,

and thus he cleared our path. The gate to Paradise.

The young trees of ancient times grow big now.
Close to the blue sky, they come into full leaf.

Many leaves flutter down as if to go far away from heaven.
The Water of Life won’t reach them.

The shadows of the two are leaving the Garden.

Even so, God will not abandon them.
To live life to the fullest, everybody must realize

The truth about the origin of mankind that

spread from our Mother from long ago.
If you remembered the teaching sleeping deep in your memories.

The foolish people multiplying upon the earth shall feel His anger.
The righteous heard the voice of the Sky and built the ark.

Eventually the long rain left behind a rainbow.
Thereafter, years passed and people overflowed

on the face of the earth once again.
It went on like this until now, we were given precious time.

You people created in the image of God,

why do you continue to betray His love?
Are we faced with the same ruin as

those who fell down from Heaven?

The truth about the origin of mankind that spread

from our Mother from long ago.
You wish for your shady memories to awake one day.
You people created in the image of God,

why do you continue to betray His love?
Are we faced with the same ruin as those who

fell down from Heaven as it is?

Dying message

This world is already approaching it's end
And you keep walking towards this future
Turning reality into gentle lies
There is no time left for me

Knowing that it is not a dream
I wonder if I can find the ideal in the end
Change your future

Even now you're coming closer to me
Black power eats into the body
Heart wants the refused light, it spells the hopes
Dying message

Losing my voice, losing my consciousness
There wasn't my life

Precious people fall ill
I can see sadness and agony inside the future
Change your future

That's why I entrust to you my last words
Even if the present me should disappear
Just make new future, in which we both live, please

Even now you're coming closer to me
Black power eats into the body
Heart wants the refused light, it spells the hopes
Believe in yourself
Dying message

I'll let it repeat (over and over again)
Let me out (of this dream)
(This is) parting ways with me
I point out (your) new future